Its like you're part of this certain circle. Out of nowhere, everyone in this circle gets amazing pictures done of their characters by this most amazing character artist. You see this artist had took requests but closed them a while back so you missed your chance to get one too.
When suddenly you realize no one in that circle told you about this amazing thing.
Then you realize you're not safely in the circle. Only barely holding onto the edge.
Jealousy is a fucked up thing.